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so...tomorrow is July 1...which means i'm getting married in 26 days..whoo whoo...i'm so excited.. i'm not really so much excited for the actual wedding itself or the honeymoon i'm just excited to marry the love of my life... not alot of people get an opportunity to be this happy..and i'm lucky that i do. i still have soo much to do/order/pay for... so i really need to get on it. we just bought our plane tickets tonight...we got them for a pretty good deal...actually a better deal then i thought we were BUT...we had to fly out at 7 am instead of 10am like we originally planned. that flight was sold out when i went to buy them today....oh well...i guess that just means we get to start our honeymoon sooner. :o)
so let's see i had my bridal shower/bachlorette party on the 21 of this month. my bridesmaids planned it for me...they also got me a suprise limo..which i was extremely excited for. i had never been in a lim
o before so it was really neat. we started out with dinner at mulligans restaraunt & pub...we played some games and i opened gifts...then the limo came and picked us up and we went to the liqour store and bought some stuff to drink. we had 13 people in a 8 - 10 people limo so it was REALLY crowded...but it was still fun. some people wanted to go to the Ballyhoo which is like a college hang out type of bar....where drinks are like $4.50 a piece...and it was pretty early and not really busy...so i decided to go ahead and hang out in the limo for a while and drink the alcohol i had already bought and get drunk before going in...so apparently some people thought i was mad or whatever because i didn't go in the bar..it wasn't that... i just didn't want to pay alot of money for drinks when we had stuff in the limo PLUS...they paid like $400.00 for the limo...so i didn't want to just use it as a "DD" so i figured why not get their money's worth and hang out in it for a while....so while i was out there alot of people came out there after a while because they didn't really like the bally either...so i decided "hey..let's go to charlie's..." it's a bar/pub where there are pool tables and actual booths...where we could all hang out and dr
ink and take shots..and actually talk... (in the bally the music is so loud you can't hear yourself think). so anyways..i decide lets all go to charlies...(remember: it's my bachlorette party and what i want to do should actually matter..) so anyways...there was a few of my bridesmaids still in the bally....so when they finally come out...everyone is getting in the limo and i hear one of them say "i wasted my money...i should have never got her this limo." then i guess there was like another bachlorette party in the bar...and i could hear her say "the OTHER bride...was dancing with us...and the OTHER bride was playing games..." like trying to piss me off i guess. so then someone was like "where we going?" and someone said charlie's .... and she was like "whoo..that's fuckin fun..." like all sarcastic...okay..hello!!?? who's bachlorette party is this?? if that's where i want to go...then that should be okay with you.. if i want to go sit in walmart parking lot in the damn limo drinking....that should be okay. i mean ya'll paid for the damn thing.. so i'd think you'd want to get some use out of it....so anyways....my nite was done then.. i was pissed off and my buzz that i had going
was completely gone....and really more than pissed off i was hurt.. hurt that someone who was my maid of honor....my best friend who'd do that to me. why ruin my nite because whatever reason... to me and jc..it seems like she got the limo for herself.. i mean it didn't really seem like she cared about what i wanted to do or where i wanted to go...so anyways...it really wasn't any fun...which is disapointing considering i was really looking forward to it...i never do anything with my friends anymore...and really my friends really aren't my "friends" anymore... kinda hard to explain.. we all have such different lives...so we don't really do things together anymore....so i was really looking forward to it.. so anyways... then when i get to work on monday morning i heard that my bridesmaid who said all those things (who also happens to work with me) told one of our co'workers that she could careless to be in my wedding and that if she hadn't paid for her dress and shoes she'd tell me "screw it!" so that pretty much makes me NOT want to have in my wedding. why incorporate her in my special day when sh
e doesn't seem to care what i want.... i'm pissed off that i have to be stressing about this 30 days before my wedding....i should be stressed out about my dress or hair or food or cake... not that my maid of honor (who is no longer my maid of honor) doesn't care about my feelings...so why should i care about hers? why not just say..."okay..your not in my wedding" but...i'd feel bad.. i mean the girl has bought the dress, the shoes, and she's been planning it...ugg... i just don't know what to do... of course in the back of my head i want her to still be in my wedding.. i mean we used to be best friends...of course i'd like her there on my big day...but will she realize it's "my day" or will she be selfish like before? i just don't know what to do....other than that.....life is great...i love jc more everyday...i can't wait to be his wife. i'm so in love.
o before so it was really neat. we started out with dinner at mulligans restaraunt & pub...we played some games and i opened gifts...then the limo came and picked us up and we went to the liqour store and bought some stuff to drink. we had 13 people in a 8 - 10 people limo so it was REALLY crowded...but it was still fun. some people wanted to go to the Ballyhoo which is like a college hang out type of bar....where drinks are like $4.50 a piece...and it was pretty early and not really busy...so i decided to go ahead and hang out in the limo for a while and drink the alcohol i had already bought and get drunk before going in...so apparently some people thought i was mad or whatever because i didn't go in the bar..it wasn't that... i just didn't want to pay alot of money for drinks when we had stuff in the limo PLUS...they paid like $400.00 for the limo...so i didn't want to just use it as a "DD" so i figured why not get their money's worth and hang out in it for a while....so while i was out there alot of people came out there after a while because they didn't really like the bally either...so i decided "hey..let's go to charlie's..." it's a bar/pub where there are pool tables and actual booths...where we could all hang out and dr
ink and take shots..and actually talk... (in the bally the music is so loud you can't hear yourself think). so anyways..i decide lets all go to charlies...(remember: it's my bachlorette party and what i want to do should actually matter..) so anyways...there was a few of my bridesmaids still in the bally....so when they finally come out...everyone is getting in the limo and i hear one of them say "i wasted my money...i should have never got her this limo." then i guess there was like another bachlorette party in the bar...and i could hear her say "the OTHER bride...was dancing with us...and the OTHER bride was playing games..." like trying to piss me off i guess. so then someone was like "where we going?" and someone said charlie's .... and she was like "whoo..that's fuckin fun..." like all sarcastic...okay..hello!!?? who's bachlorette party is this?? if that's where i want to go...then that should be okay with you.. if i want to go sit in walmart parking lot in the damn limo drinking....that should be okay. i mean ya'll paid for the damn thing.. so i'd think you'd want to get some use out of it....so anyways....my nite was done then.. i was pissed off and my buzz that i had going
was completely gone....and really more than pissed off i was hurt.. hurt that someone who was my maid of honor....my best friend who'd do that to me. why ruin my nite because whatever reason... to me and jc..it seems like she got the limo for herself.. i mean it didn't really seem like she cared about what i wanted to do or where i wanted to go...so anyways...it really wasn't any fun...which is disapointing considering i was really looking forward to it...i never do anything with my friends anymore...and really my friends really aren't my "friends" anymore... kinda hard to explain.. we all have such different lives...so we don't really do things together anymore....so i was really looking forward to it.. so anyways... then when i get to work on monday morning i heard that my bridesmaid who said all those things (who also happens to work with me) told one of our co'workers that she could careless to be in my wedding and that if she hadn't paid for her dress and shoes she'd tell me "screw it!" so that pretty much makes me NOT want to have in my wedding. why incorporate her in my special day when sh
e doesn't seem to care what i want.... i'm pissed off that i have to be stressing about this 30 days before my wedding....i should be stressed out about my dress or hair or food or cake... not that my maid of honor (who is no longer my maid of honor) doesn't care about my feelings...so why should i care about hers? why not just say..."okay..your not in my wedding" but...i'd feel bad.. i mean the girl has bought the dress, the shoes, and she's been planning it...ugg... i just don't know what to do... of course in the back of my head i want her to still be in my wedding.. i mean we used to be best friends...of course i'd like her there on my big day...but will she realize it's "my day" or will she be selfish like before? i just don't know what to do....other than that.....life is great...i love jc more everyday...i can't wait to be his wife. i'm so in love.
