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Isn't she a beaut??  Well...there's a story.. (isn't there always?)  Last spring me and one of my friends went to Indianapolis for some shopping before the wedding.. I basically went to buy some cute cloths and accessories for the honeymoon trip to Florida.  As I was strolling thru "In Love 21" (it's like the accessory store for Forever 21 I fell in love with this baby.  She fit so perfectly on my arm... (okay not really, that damn tie was really annoying on my shoulder..but I didn't care..)  Anyways...I loved the green and blue together... the blue stitching, not to mention the adorable whale on the front..  Anyways..as I walked around the store knowing I was going to buy this thing (it was ONLY $19) my friend that was with me talked me out of it.  She had to bring up that I had just bought a $300 Coach purse and that I didn't need this purse.  Yes, it was true I purchased a $300 COACH purse..but was I going to carry it everyday?? Hell No!! It was $300 I didn't want to damage it.. I needed a purse I could carry all the time...  Anyways... I didn't buy it.. for some reason I listened to my friend.  (I usually never listen to any of my friends, sometimes they don't give good advice. hehe)  Anyways.. so here we are 1 year later and this purse is still haunting me.  I still dream of her often and imagine her uncomfortable strap on my shoulder....oh i have to have her.  I've searched all over the internet... Forever 21 doesn't carry her anymore and I can't find it on ebay or anywhere else...

PLEASE HELP!!! I need her!! 

I want her!! I must have her for this spring/summer PLEASE..

Anyone who can lead me to the purchase of this will be rewarded greatly...promise!!

Oh, and If anyone reading this is capable of making said purse (minus the tie on top) please let me know...that'd be even better... handmade...