I see the big picture...why don't others?

Don't you just love polaroids?? I do and always have.  I actually like any sort of vintage photography.. I think i'm going to start a scrapbook and use nothing but polaroid pictures in it....  Yesterday I spent my precious time designing and creating and crafting.  I've got alot of stuff I need to add to the shop but it's really a pain dragging my light box out for only like 5 things.  So I've decided to keep on creating and when I've got atleast 10 new things then I'll drag it out and start snapping pictures.  That part of the "selling products" is so time consuming.  Get out the light box, set everything up...take mulitple pictures in all different angles, edit pictures and lighting..etc. Then resize and upload....blah blah blah.. It's very time consuming but I guess well worth it.  Anyways...so I plan on working on more projects tomorrow and hopefully get the shop full of new stuff. 

This week I've also got to go to the health department and get a TB test and a Tetanus shot for school.  The whole having to go back two days later is such a pain in the ass.  So I think I'm gonna go Friday then that way I don't have to go back until Monday...hopefully that will work out well. 

I'm really looking forward to Friday.  John Cena's new movie, 12 Rounds, comes out and I'm super excited.  JC and I were gonna go but he's got tickets to the Sweet 16 NCAA games, so it looks like I'll be going Saturday night instead....unless I can talk one of my friends in going with me.

So I can't remember if I've mentioned that JC had a interview at a local mine or not..but he did and it went really well.  They told him he's first on the list to be hired and should be hearing from them basically anytime.  They said they're just waiting for the "ink to dry" on a contract. The thing is...I'm super excited about it because A. he'd make REALLY good money and I wouldn't have to get a full time job. B. Since I wouldn't have to work full time I can go back to school C. we'd never have to worry about money again.   but at the same time...I'm really not excited about the fact that he's putting his dream of being a police officer on hold because he knows we need this money.  Also our plans of moving away (hopefully Texas) will also be put on hold.  He says if he gets this job he plans to be there for 20 years!! Oh my gosh, I can't live in this county for 20 more years!!!!  I'm so different than the people here.  I see the big picture...they don't.  It's sorta hard to explain but if you've ever lived in a small town/community or grew up in one then you know what I mean.  The people here all they are concerned about is small town stuff... crops, roads, gossip, babies, church... etc.

They don't see (or they don't want to see) whats going on in other places than here.  They don't realize the effect they are having on the environment and they don't realize that there are millions of babies and kids out there needing a home...  They are just all so consumed in their little life that they don't understand their "little life" is just that LITTLE... I hate listening to people complain and bitch about stuff.. If your not happy with your life than do something about it.  Duh!  I mean seriously...there are worse things going on.... maybe like WAR... hello??  Now your "little dramafied life" doesn't sound so bad..right?

I don't know...I am just so different and view things so differently than people around here.  Even my family and friends...they just don't get it.  .....I'm not sure if "dramafied" is a word...but it is now! haha