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i wasn't taught "hey look at me...i've got 5 kids and the government pays me for it." it's crazy... . and unless you work in healthcare or a job where you see this on a daily basis you really don't understand. and don't think i'm putting everyone in one catagory...because i do know people who really do need it..ya know....but the sad thing is the people that really do need help..can't get it because either they aren't the type of people who will try and get everything free...ya know...they don't realize its out there or they can't get it because of all the people who abuse it. it's so ridiculous...it pisses me off more than anything because i just don't think its right... anyways...life is good except for work...which is just getting "old" i mean who wants to come to work everyday, bust their ass, and get no respect for it. yeah well that's what happens at my work..the people who work get shit on and the people who don't....get praised...it sucks.. and when i first started their i thought by telling my manager about the people who didn't work or did wrong...i thought that would fix it..but i quickly learned that it doesn't matter who is a good worker and who isn't ...it's just about who keeps their mouth shut and just does what they are told....even if it is illegal.. it doesn't matter... haha it matters to me. i'm not doing something if it is not morally right..i'm sorry.. you may have no morals but i do. so it's just getting really old going to work day in and day out and getting treated like shit. i don't take my personal life to work...i don't take my work life home.... because work life does not matter to me at all. it's my personal life that is most important to me. so as long as home is good i'm good. i'm having a yard sale this weekend to help with the wedding funds. :o) i'm hoping to make atleast a couple hundered of dollars....last year i made a little over $1000. but i had ALOT more stuff last year than i do this year so we'll see...