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so i was trying to hold off to post on here again until I got our engagements pictures back...but they're not back yet so i guess i'll post without any pictures.
life is completely awesome right now. i am so happy where i'm at. i think i can honestly say that i've never been happier..EVER in my entire life. everyday is so awesome...no matter what i'm doing i'm happy and in love. (expect for when i'm at work...that blows. hehe) anyways...the only bit of stress i have is the whole planning a wedding thing..but really compared to the stories i've heard from my friends who are already married...at their 3 month point they were stressing out about stuff...i'm good. yes there are a few things i'm like oh my gosh that's so expensive or oh my gosh i don't have the money for that..but whatever....if it works out okay....if not who cares....i'm getting married to the love of my life i don't give a rats ass if we dont' have enought food for everyone...or if i didn't order enough wedding favors or whatever....i'll be happy just to be there with him and be getting married to him. that's the most important part....
hopefullly the next time i post i'll have some engagement pictures to show you. my photographer said they should be online in about a week. i'm so excited to see them!