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last nite justin and i watched fireworks at the lake. they were pretty good...same as every year pretty much.. i enjoyed it of course just because i was with him. we ate and listened to the music and just waited for the show to start.... after sitting in traffic for about 30 minutes to get outta there we finally made it home and watched some track and field olympic trials. i love watching that stuff..so does jc of course because he hoped that one day he would be there... unfortunately due to injuries that just didn't happen but i have no doubt in my mind that he wouldn't have been there. sometimes things happen for a reason and you don't know that reason at that time...and sometimes you don't ever know the reason... i'd love for him to run at a competion level again...especially if that's what he wants to do..but he also does so much more...and we wanna have a family one day...so it would definately be hard balancing both....
the wedding is in 20 days and my mother continues to hound and bother me about it. i'm sorry...i don't want to think about that crap everyday...what kind of cups are we going to get? did we do this? are we gonna do that? who cares... i really don't care. especially on the weekends when jc and i are home together..all i want to do is relax and enjoy my time with him...because it's not every weekend we are home together.. alot of times he is working (umpiring) especially the next two weekends before the wedding..because we need that money to help with the wedding.
so i cleaned my entire house yesterday...from top to bottom. it was SO DIRTY. we had been so busy with work all week and then things after work and on the weekends that we just pushed stuff to the side.... so everything is cleaned....now i just need to get caught up on the laundry. we have less than 3 weeks until the wedding and from now on we have alot to do almost everyday...up until the day...so i don't want to have to be stressing about the house being cleaned or laundry being done... i want to stay caught up on everything that way i don't have to do any major stuff.. we especially need the laundry done so that we have clean stuff to pack for the honeymoon. hehe
we don't really have much stuff planned for today...going to sunday dinner at grandma's then we have a few trees to plant...then i think i'm gonna try and get some good pictures of lacey and bella and dq out in the backyard....then just relax and enjoy the day...