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so i have less than 6 weeks till my wedding... . i'm so excited. i just want it to get here and be done with...it's so stressful. i think that's whats making me sick . just the stress and worry about this damn thing. we so should have went and eloped...but jc and i wanted the wedding with everyone and the reception like a big party and stuff...so i mean i'm glad we decided to do it i guess i just wish we were rich enough we could have just hired a wedding planner. i guess i just took too much on at one time.. i'm trying to open a domain while planning a wedding...while like sorta getting promoted at work. i guess you really can't say promoted...but i used to just be a receptionist/medical records clerk and now i'm those two jobs plus a nurse. and it was only soposed to be me being nurse on tuesday and wednesdays that way on monday, wednesday, & friday i would still do my job but it really isn't working out that way...people take days off and one of the doctors there doesn't realize that i get behind on my work because on the days i'm doing nursing noone else does my job. so i have to do double work on the days i'm there. but on the days i'm not nurse the doctor still trys and makes me do nursing stuff. which i don't mind to help out if i absolutely have to but there are other people there that could help out...that don't...and most of the time the person i'm helping out should be able to handle it...if they can't...get rid of them and get someone in there that can. anyways....yes i am a little bitter about that..but who gives a fuck. i have an amazing life with amazing potential, with an amazing family...and i can't wait to marry my amazing boyfriend. haha so anyways..life is good right now...no complaints....my webpage was soposed to have it's GRAND OPENING today....but that's just not going to happen...instead my blog got its grand opening today and my webpage may have to wait until July. it just isn't ready yet...